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November 06 Absence Though they say: "Absence makes the heart grow fonder", I can spare no time for its fair chance to ponder .. May 09 The Muppitator[u lead the ride
am on ur side u think u do am just using u] i tried before to go along
been a democrate for so long i let u loose, u got undangled strings got messy and all tangled [am back off scene
in black, unseen am pullin up strings back, order i bring] i stopped being forced to adaptation
undergoing unreasonable negotiation i left my clarity for the calculator popularity still on, yes a manipulator [and u'll have fun
tho being run coz in the end i get it done] now u know; i am dictator
a feast for haters, an alligator but u'll forget, sooner or later coz - as u'll forget - am the muppitator saSsy... May 9th, 2007 March 30 HED TWISTA - ch.1- so tell me, why do u always 'act' so tough?
- ...?! - c'mon.. you know and i know that you always think of me - hmmm, interesting! - what is? - your ego is interesting, tell me when did i ever hint my interest in you? - darling, all girls... - all girls?! see that's what i'm talking about here, guys like you always presume that someone like me must have some kinda crush on them - guys like me? and what kind of guys do u think i am? - guys that are well aware of their qualities - physical ones - regardless than their characters - what? then u think that i'm scum, regarding my character! - not at all, all i say that i look beyond the looks... - hah! - tell me something, ofcourse you've managed to charm lots of girls with only mouth to ear conversation, right? - is there any other way? - is there not?! you never tried the mind to thought conversation as i now know.. - and why should i need that when i speak to a girl?! - now you see.. your ego doesn't let you realise that there are others that need to hear much more than what you have to offer.. - dear, i know how girls think! c'mon admit you always like to be admired for how you look, dress and make up! - sure i do.. but for me it's not the only thing i like to be admired for - what else? - next to all that i have a mind, a way of thinking, i've got talents that for me are much more enduring time force than looks.. in other words i've got witts! - prove it! - well if you ask for it, you put the challenge and the bet - beware, you're making it so easy on me! - don't worry i can handle it.. - well ... i've always managed to charm girls but never been charmed by any - so you're asking me to make u fall in love with me? - yeah.. hey if it's too much for you i understand you can bail .. and i won't take it on you! - nah, deal! - huh? errr, okay! - but on one condition, no hard feelings! - hah, sure don't worry about it!! TO BE CONTINUED...
Written by: saSsy On: March 30th, 2007 ![]() March 25 i care nomore...you were a gud friend of mine
or so i thought till the day u told me i have to come with you and i'd surely have fun and i thought where we were going from here is it somewhere i wished deep inside i'd see? and subconciously agreed though i never thought i'd do so and we went ... then i saw u with the other one although u told me that u weren't together anymore did she see us bonding closely and she decided that she can't let u go did she see that when i told her that you were a catch and after all she did to u, she didn't agree with me and she let u go!! then she saw us together we barely were just 2 minutes and she caught u back and u were back with her barely too she's hangin u from a cliff one that is much higher than the other 3 ones she held u off before i see you from the other side no i won't go down to catch u when she lets go i've been down there once no twice one as a friend, that caught u with a welcoming solid grab and the later was with arms wide open i donno why i did so .. maybe coz we someday imagined how it wud be and i thought then was the time i let my heart fall when i open my arms dat were keepin it up inside but none happened till u said i gotta come and i agreed then i saw u again .. with her just 2 minutes of talk and i saw how u looked at her how she looked at u that i decided i gotta force myself to fold my arms again but i gotta search for my heart where it fell i can't find it anywhere down then i looked inside .. and there it were it crawled back up in on its own a bit shakey and worn out of the effort but it's still in one piece so i guess it wasn't much of a fall then i got a strong heart .. yay me!!
then i looked back at you .. and her
feeling bitter for me and sorry for you i donno when she's gonna let u fall but i dont think i'd be there i don't think i care anymore i have no more energy to jump once you do and race you down to catch you again my heart wont let me do and i wont let my heart fall again saSsy... March 11 Monsters & Machines..I've always been a fan of monsters, they got the passion that drives them wild... and passion is beautiful, even in its most freaky forms... But machines... when they hit, they hit in the most undesirable way, they r driven by computed logic and when these equations get stuck, the most illogical unlively reaction goes off... No passion drive in it! This applies for all human behaviour as well, there are the monstrous behaviours; impuslive, illogical, fun, passionate and full of life... And there are the computed reactions, balanced, weighed steps and routine... Boring routine!! Love monsters, hate machines ... Yeah, dear laptop.. this goes for you too!!! Hate you! saSsy.. March 03 You've waited enuf :POfcourse y'all have been waitin for my next piece of wisdom i've gained for da latest period of time dat i've been out of bloggin .. right?
And ofcourse y'all r expectin sth long enuf to compensate my long disappearance off stage .. sure!!
And now ofcourse dat i can't find another smiley wid a different glasses frame you're expectin me to just spill it out .. aha, aha i know!
OKAY!
"What doesn't kill U hurts U longer" , said I .. Yea, dat's all... um serious!
sassy [mood: February 03 Chokin' on AntimatterLook what she's done! She fills the emptiness inside with all what she is and what she's not! Now she knows that she can't live with this anymore .. Her whole existense is exterminating her whole being, Antimatter is eliminating matter ... Or; is it the other way around?! She has to expel half of what she's got to go on, and it doesn't matter if what's left is the things she is or the others that she's not .. She gotta live! January 28 Within My Mind [revived]Yet another arguement with you
And you don't have the tiniest clue
Why I don't reply back on your "Hi!"
Why I tastelessly say goodbye
I argued with you within my mind
'Cause I can't reach out to you
I screamed and yelled and hit and blew
While you were sitting before me, blind!
That is why I eye you with flares
While my wide smile greets you and glares
My voice sharpens and I squeese the words out
For my mind was set that I was to shout
You don't have a clue why I'm mad
Again I say it's the arguement we had
Yes it was all in my mind
But how don't you know the reason for that?!
saSsy..
03-09-06 January 08 pretend this is a really wise,deep deeeeeep blog...i'm bored, hate exams!!!
thiese are some funny tests i took for kicks
tell me if u c it's true n to wt extent
anyways, here's some lyrics i liked of a song named if i apologized - josefine cronholm
If I apologised
it wouldn't make it all unhappen wouldn't make the darkness go away If I apologised it wouldn't mean I was forgiven wouldn't mean you wanted me to stay But it's a dream when you seem to be walking into the sun we're on first unrehearsed and we still don't know what we've done so we don't say anything. If I apologised I don't suppose you'd even notice even though I'd whisper it inside If I apologised we could be the perfect couple Well we could, but only in my mind but if you ask for the mask then we're stumbling on through the dark But we wait it's too late And we only had to be asked so we don't say anything. It couldn't hurt to try it It couldn't hurt too much to try It's there beyond the quiet it couldn't hurt too much to fly... dedicated to ma... December 22 Don't Burry The Hole :)To burry a hole in a solid ground you gotta open another one..!
Better leave the hole as it is, not leave it and go! But you should acknowledge the hole..
Understand the hole..
Be the hole..
Know the hole; where it is, what it's made of, and why it's there..!
Then calculate your next move, make your way around it, or even jump across.
Better than step on it when it's gone & turn around to fall unknowingly into the new one!! December 20 PainGive me a pain I can define..
I know where my pain lies, Under a heart shaped chalk line, Burried on hope it will die.. But the pain is still alive..
Though it's somewhere none can reach.. It hurts like a hundred thousand knives Broken on a rock face till it screechs! Give me a pain that distracts,
Slap me, shoot me, kill me with a word, Anything material - I hold as fact - But this that hurts to the point absurd..! Dec. 12th, 2006 By saSsy [Sara Hassan] December 16 [Well I kinda had to put my new word of "wisdom" here as a reminder] :P:PListen n no talk, u'll get a headache.. Listen n talk back u'll get an arguement(?!) [wait i got a solution, ppl lets all mime!!] November 18 Con-ConquerEver wondered if - by whatever miracle - the african ppl cud have backfired on the european raids 2 n 3 centuries ago?
Imagine that some sort of luck made the big baba mufasa "or whatever that gr8 african leader wud be named" get a hold on european lands and "modernised" it back in the most convenient way for african culture.
No more frightening God fire throwers "Guns n powder, world wars: unnesessary"
No more roaring metal monsters "here goes the industrial revolution and POLLUTION"
No more binding layers of clothing "cloth price going down, hense more poor getting dressed"
No more ... etc. Bring up watever modern "achievment" and look at it this way and then tell me...
Who is Barbaric?! November 16 Astro Junk!Why do people always have this tendancy to judge you by ur zodiac sign?!
I'm a gemini, but I'm not necesseraly a "Gemini"!
These ppl always ask you after a certain outcome of a situation: "What's ur sign?"
And always - 'cause I know the intention of the question - I answer aggressively: " Gemini, SO???"
And as expected the answer is: " Ahhhh, now I see.."
"...?!??! ... See what?"
"Ur attitude is typical, you're a "Gemini"!" ---> Haven't I stated that a second ago?
"My attitude is based exactly on this stupid stupid stupid &#$*%)%(#%& issue, get a life!"
Stop categorising, ppl ... Human behaviour is not a statistic estimated by the gravitational calculation, astronomical phenomena or our polar/angular/b*llsh*t positions to the stars!!
IT'S GOD'S WILL... DUH! :) |
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